Words

They say the memories are golden,
well maybe that is true.
I never wanted just memories,
I only wanted you.
A million times I needed you,
a million times I cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
you never would have died.
In life I loved you dearly,
in death I love you still.
In my heart you hold a place,
no other could ever fill.
If tears could build a stairway,
and heartache make a lane.
I'd walk the path to heaven,
and bring you back again.
Our family chain is broken,
and nothing seems the same.
But as god calls us,
one by one.
Our chain will link again.


If It Should Be...

If it should be that I grow weak,
And pain should keep me from my sleep,
Then you must do what must be done,
For this last battle cannot be won.

You will be sad, I understand;
Don't let your grief then stay your hand.
For this day more than all the rest,
Your love for me must stand the test.

We've had so many happy years -
What is to come can hold no fears.
You'd not want me to suffer so;
The time has come, so let me go.

Take me where my needs they'll tend
And please stay with me until the end.
Hold me firm and speak to me
Until my eyes no longer see.

I know in time that you will see
The kindness that you did for me.
Although my tail its last has waved,
From pain and suffering I've been saved.

Please do not grieve - it must be you
Who had this painful thing to do.
We've been so close, we two, these years -
Don't let your heart hold back its tears.
- Author Unknown -

 

Lone Star Bulldog Memorial:

Lone Star Bulldog Rescue - Conan

Conan

I did not adopt from you, but my story is genuine....

My Conan crossed the Rainbow Bridge on Sunday April 19th.  Conan was the
light of my life.  He was given to me when he was 3 from my friend that was
a manager at Petco.  One of his clients could not afford his care.  My Aunt
and Uncle always had bulldogs in their lives and they always made me smile.
When my friend asked me if I wanted Conan, a poor 3 year old that could not
produce tears in his eyes and had bad ear infections with hotspots, I could
not say no.  When I first met him, it was love at first site for both of us.
I never had an animal attach to me so fast.  He begged for love and care.  I
immediatly took him to the vet and started treatment for the eyes and ears.
his quality of life thrived and so did mine with the joy of knowing he was
happy.

Over the past 6 years, I proudly took him everywhere with me, except on hot
days.  He never barked, ran away, bit anyone, and always played great with
other dogs.  I never had to use a Kennel or a leash.  He hung out in the
garage with me and loved to sleep in the sun.  he never left the driveway,
or my side, where he would sit and watch everyone drive or walk by.  He was
the "mayor" of my street.  He loved to chew on his skateboard wheels and
soccer ball. However, his ears and allergies were his enemy.  After years of
fighting the infections and allergies, and actual ear surger, the ear
infections got the best of him, and he was in more pain than i could stand.
He was 9 years old.

The thing i will miss more is coming home from work and seeing him at the
front door, wagging his butt, cause he had no tail, and rearing back and
putting his front paws on my thighs and saying
"raaaaaaaaaaaggggggggglllllllee raaaaggggglle".  there was no other love as
unconditional as Conan's.  He brought so much joy to me, I will miss him
more than anything!

 

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